Limbo

This again. The cursor blinking in front of me. I have too much in my head  and I want them all to be encapsulated into a literary masterpiece and not sound like a nagging desperate woman, even if that is truly how I feel.

I have been way too far behind from where I have gleefully sketched my life 2 years ago. There were instances when it is exciting as a new idea and plan appear, but often, I find myself wanting to cry my heart out because I seriously just ruined plans that I am not even sure of. That is the big booo here, I have no idea of what I want, except for money, so I always find myself in a limbo of professional possibilities. 

Bless my soul for whatever path it chooses.

Hello, Dear Friend

Time is fast. But I would argue that it's been way faster these past few months. I miss blogging but I am enjoying life that I pretty much neglected to blog at all. I can't elaborate how my life had changed. The changes were huge if I'm gonna look at my life in the eyes of who I was 4 months ago. But despite the changes, I still feel like I'm still the same person I was before. 

 

Law of Attraction?

 

It worked pretty well with me. Though it took years but it still did.

 

I met someone, I worked someplace I imagined quite often and I've experienced things I've daydreamed every single night before I go to bed. My imagination fit into my present so well. I know there are going to be changes.

 

I'm scared and excited. I'm happy and worried. As of now, I'm overwhelmed.

 

Mishto!