Would it be peculiar for somebody to be completely happy
then feel extremely emotional after 3 hours?
I have been getting this "emotional shift" every now and then.
I don't know if it's just because all of my endorphins were drained in the past days but clearly, this has been a regular occurrence in my oh-so-peculiar life.
Bipolar maybe?
I tried to read through that disorder during our Psychiatric Nursing
and the symptoms were not that apparent aside from my exhilaration and down times.
Okay okay.
God forbid.
I am not so thrilled of me getting a psychiatric disorder.
There's this crazy lump in my throat and I can feel it connecting through my eye sockets
and I just wanna wail, cry and curl up in my bed.
I don't even have a problem.
Life's completely okay these days.
But deep down, I just wanna cry.
I wanna leave this office and go straight to my room,
turn off the lights and cover myself with a blanket and just let this out.
My little heart is trying to breath,
I want it to stay calm.
I want peace.
I want to run away.
Oh man, this has been me all week! So then I did cry. On the floor. Then I felt better. So you should go cry too. Sometimes that's just all ya need :) Oh, hormones...
ReplyDeletei have those days too. trust me!
ReplyDeleteGod knows i try hard to cry when that days come to get the clutch in my chest out. i don't know what i'm crying for. but those hormones are sucker sometimes
-hug- i hope you feel better soon! i hate days like that... usually i eat a lot of chocolate ;)
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