Urgh 101

My mom and dad are both sick right now.
My dad is under medications and mom was admitted in the hospital this afternoon and I can't even visit her because of school and work.
I miss my friends but things are getting a bit uncomfortable when I'm with them.
I never wanted to be a clingy friend but I just wish things stayed the same.
I was really hoping that after all those busy weeks everything will be  back to normal, but they aren't.


I have to finish some things but I have no will to do so, I'm so uninspired.


And yeah, going back to school for practice becomes so dragging day after day.